Shitty Work

Despite filling up my time with work...
All my commitments is getting heavier each day.
Yet i am feeling the empty in me.

Sad to say, my social time is getting lesser due to work burden.
Least now, it's better living.
But in month time, i bet my world will crashed down on me.
I have pretty random short term memory nowadays.
Perhaps maybe i really forgotten what i need a think and do OR rather i chose to not think about it.
Whenever i in the train to work or back from work...
I dozed off easily without much lagging time to think whether to nap or not.
Closed my eyes and ZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz...

Sigh, it's just another day for me with no motivation to do what i want.

Been getting myself things i want to make myself happy...
Thinking that i work so hard and i deserve a break.
Didn't expect that i am not contend with what i have.
I want more...definitely no one can stop me from getting what i want.
Seriously i just dislike some people with plenty of ridiculous reason...
They are just causing pain to others eyes.

I am growing...

*DAMN YOU